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02 February 2010 @ 12:05 am
Yesterday, I recieved a letter from C.T. Douglas threatening me with legal action if I did not stop affiliating myself with Lore. This is a problem considering I'm a co-author. So, this is a spoiler from the 3rd book in the Lore trilogy. Have fun. :)

chubsthenoble08= Whitney Aretz
TommyBlowtorch= C.T. Douglas

chubsthenoble08 (10:39:23 PM) : Molly thought her nerves might get the best of her. Her footsteps were the only ones that could be heard now as she neared Tom's door. A dull, orange glow made its way though the cracks of Tom's door, casting shadows across Molly's face as she placed her glowing hand on the door knob. She breathed deeply and entered.

TommyBlowtorch (10:49:48 PM) : Tom sat at his desk, shirtless with legs folded, tying a bit of string to something and then cutting the excess with his teeth. He picked up another piece and began to tie that one. Next to him lay an old journal (one of his own) which contained his gathered knowledge on Native American folklore and customs. Picking up the object and then laying it back down, Tom tied yet another string onto the object and reached for a pile of beads.

TommyBlowtorch (10:51:15 PM) : "Oh!," Tom said in surprise, catching Molly in the corner of his eye. "I'm making something to help me sleep well. Got caught up in my work. I'm sorry, how long have you been there?," he asked.

chubsthenoble08 (10:52:10 PM) : "Only a moment." Molly replied. "What is that you're making?" she asked, glad for the momentary distraction.

TommyBlowtorch (10:56:32 PM) : "It's a dreamcatcher," Tom said proudly, holding his finished creation up for Molly to see. "It will help me to sleep without waking. The Native Americans use these sapphire and turquoise beads, woven into a net and circumscribed by a solid ring to capture negative things that disrupt dreams. At least that's what I gather from my notes."

chubsthenoble08 (10:58:05 PM) : "It's lovely." Molly admired his creation and then became curious. "Have you had difficulty resting?"

TommyBlowtorch (10:59:00 PM) : "No, actually. I want to see how much better I sleep with all minor negative inconsistencies removed," he explained.

chubsthenoble08 (11:00:15 PM) : "I see." Molly replied. She remained quiet, standing motionless as she stared into the fire, wondering how form her words.

chubsthenoble08 (11:05:07 PM) : "Thomas?" she finally spoke quietly, her eyes still focused on the flames.

TommyBlowtorch (11:06:08 PM) : "Yes?"

chubsthenoble08 (11:06:34 PM) : "I'm afraid I lied to you this morning. About my being ill. I mean-I was ill but not because of breakfast."

TommyBlowtorch (11:09:02 PM) : "As long as you're feeling well, Molly. You don't have to mask it," Tom replied, standing so he could be near her.

chubsthenoble08 (11:10:16 PM) : Molly's breathing quickened. "Thomas...you're accustomed to change, yes?"

chubsthenoble08 (11:11:40 PM) : "Because, s-something's come up that's going t-to change the rest of our lives." she continued nervously.

TommyBlowtorch (11:12:34 PM) : "It wouldn't be the first thing," Tom joked. "What is it, Molly? Tell me, please. You sound like you need to."

chubsthenoble08 (11:14:21 PM) : "You're a father, Thomas."

TommyBlowtorch (11:16:45 PM) : "I am?," asked Tom, quite plainly; not excited, not shocked, not angry, happy, or sad. "What...what's that mean exactly?," he asked, holding Molly and staring off into the flame flickering in his desk lamp.

chubsthenoble08 (11:18:26 PM) : Molly looked at him, her nervousness not quite subsided. "It means that I'm pregnant, and that we're going to have either a son or daughter in due time. We're going to be a family."

TommyBlowtorch (11:21:11 PM) : "Oh...yes, yes of course. That's very good...isn't it?," he asked, as if he were asking an expert on their opinion of the relative "goodness" of discovering himself to be a father; he, himself, almost sure of it to be a good thing, but a novice in the area of pregnancy and parenthood. He asked in a very innocent, wondrous way. Children weren't a matter he'd studied in his books and stories.

chubsthenoble08 (11:23:23 PM) : Molly managed a small, reassuring smile for him, and touched his face softly. "Yes, Thomas. It's a very good thing. It'll come to you sooner or later."
Current Mood: bitchyVengeful
Current Music: Train-Soul Sister
25 August 2009 @ 09:17 pm
My 2nd day of classes went well. I still love humanities. So much, that I'm considering minoring in it. I'm not sure what that will do for me, but oh well. And I decided to drop Financial Accounting at the last minute. It's just a hassle. And five classes is much better than six.

Gawd damnit!! There are no cute guys at cfcc!! WTF. I hate this county. I have to meet a nice guy from Pensacola to feel content nowadays. I'm not complaining mind you. He's a total cutie and super duper amazing awesome. Hopefully our next meeting will be a successful one.
Current Mood: chipperchipper
18 August 2009 @ 09:47 pm
-I'll choose Smart Water over Fuji water any day. Who can beat that quirky little lable?
-Maybe I should try hair-growing vitamins...that is, to make my hair grow longer.

-Clean and Clear Awesomeness
*makeup dissolving foam cleanser
*makeup dissolving facial whipes

-Look into "even skin tone" moisturizer. (Dior's Capture Totale Multi-Perfection Concentrate)
-Find my shade at revlon.com
-Pantene Pro-V Moisture Renewal Shampoo and Conditioner (Say that 3 times fast...)
-Good eye shadow? Estee Lauder Sand and Sea Eyeshadow Palette $38
-Hair's natural oils smooth the cuticle and help prevent frizz. Who knew?
-Body Clean Body Scrub by Neutogena

-Simple combo: Cute outcome
*Denim jacket over white with silver accesories

-Listen to Emily Wells
Current Mood: jubilantgirly
Current Music: Emily Wells
16 August 2009 @ 10:10 am
This makes me smile every time I see it.

*le sigh*
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Fiona Apple-Fast as you can
11 August 2009 @ 02:57 pm
Current Mood: enthralledenthralled
Current Music: Never Shout Never
11 August 2009 @ 12:16 pm
If you could travel back in time, what advice would you give to your younger self?
Do not, under any circumstances, date until you're out of high school. Those boys will RUIN you!
10 August 2009 @ 11:43 pm
I got my bangs cut today. Bad bad idea...horrible memories of grade school keep flashing before my eyes. Oh well...they don't look so bad when they're brushed to the side. Kinda defeats the purpose, but oh well. Freaking hairdresser sprays them down, cuts them, and sends me on my way. So I had to do the rest of my shopping with a feeling of wet noodles on my forehead. Couldn't have killed her to dry them for me...but alas, I have little care for such trivial things. So I bought some crest white strips and left. These bitches better work for $35.

Ah...Mrs. Brown...what shall I do without you? With you in St. Pete and Patrick with a crack pot girlfriend, I don't have a lot of options left. There's David, my breakup buddy. But when it comes to girlies, my options are very minimum. lol Now it sounds like I'm trying to pick up chicks. Speaking of which, I hope the meeting with Luke goes well. Everyone's bailing on me, and if it's just turns out to be me and David showing up, it might be awkward...oh what the hell. It's Busch Gardens. I have coasters to ride and cotton candy to gorge myself with. It'll be great!

Done cleaning my room for now...I'm going to bed.

Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Radio
24 July 2009 @ 11:29 pm
It was just me and St. Augustine beach today. The smell, the wind, the texture of the sand, the colors of the fading horizon-flawless. The last time I walked along the shore, I was holding hands with a charming, humorous, and seemingly passive young man. As we walked, we picked shells out of the sand and traded affectionate gestures and witty talk. However, it was all a fluke. Delaying the inevitable. Replacing a more appropriate course of action with the hope that something would change. Fake.

Tonight, however, it was just me and my music. I walked alone. But the sky was radiant and the people were content and the waves were never-resting. And as I strolled through the sand, everything clicked. It didn't take a lot for me to simply realize that I don't need him. I have everything to keep me happy now, here, in this moment. For once, I wasn't worried about my physique or the way the wind tousled my hair or if I smelled of salt. I can finally take risks, make change, decide for myself-for I have nothing to loose. And I'll be damned if I ever let anything hold me back again.

My thanks, young man, for helping me grow up. I hope you can eventually manage to do the same.

Current Location: Home again!
Current Mood: jubilantF***ing Righteous!
Current Music: Skillet-Hero
16 July 2009 @ 01:32 am
So my last post was possibly the largest and most complicated compilation of thoughts and events that's ever been blogged in the history of blogging. Which is fine with me. I'm sure I would be most displeased with myself if I were to forget all that good stuff. So that is what has been going on in the life of Whitney since the end of April.

I've been pmsing really bad this past week. I've been wanting to hit one of my coworkers over the head with a sale pricing gun ever since my store manager left and every time something reminds me of my ex, I start balling like someone listening to "skin" by rascal flatts for the first time. I actually considered quitting and taking a customer up on his job offer at his kayak shop. It was an idea, but I think irrational thoughts come with the whole menstrual thing.

Maybe I'm undergoing some kind of freaky, coming-of-age, self finding stage, but I'm not 100% sure. I guess I'll just go with it. lol

So for starters, I think I'll go to Barnes and Noble in Ocala tomorrow. Wear a dress, copy some recipes down in my cook book, enjoy a chai latte, keep myself open to healthy conversation should a cute guy be anywhere in the vicinity.

Moment I would rather not forget:

chubsthenoble08 (1:49:15 AM): there is a god....
spartan2788 (1:49:21 AM): ?
spartan2788 (1:49:22 AM): lol
chubsthenoble08 (1:49:28 AM): I just found starbucks java chip ice cream in my freezer...
spartan2788 (1:49:38 AM): your
spartan2788 (1:49:39 AM): such
spartan2788 (1:49:39 AM): a
spartan2788 (1:49:40 AM): fatty
chubsthenoble08 (1:50:04 AM): so good...
spartan2788 (1:50:05 AM): actually I might have a nice surprise for you...sat/maybe sunday ish
spartan2788 (1:50:07 AM): lol
chubsthenoble08 (1:50:22 AM): surprise...
spartan2788 (1:50:31 AM): :-D
chubsthenoble08 (1:50:32 AM): I hope you're not introducing me to another guy.
spartan2788 (1:50:57 AM): nah I realize now that no guy is good enough for you...unless you pick em
chubsthenoble08 (1:51:05 AM): lmao
spartan2788 (1:51:09 AM): besides, my surprise is delicious
chubsthenoble08 (1:51:22 AM): ah
chubsthenoble08 (1:51:38 AM): and you wonder why I'm so fat.
chubsthenoble08 (1:51:58 AM): this ice cream is amazing...
chubsthenoble08 (1:52:07 AM): If I could make love to this ice cream...
chubsthenoble08 (1:52:09 AM): ...I would.
spartan2788 (1:52:24 AM): you would pop out delicious babys..
spartan2788 (1:52:43 AM): and plz, you can't even call yourself close to being chubby
chubsthenoble08 (1:52:45 AM): i would eat my babies

Current Mood: Fatty
Current Music: Trevor Hall-Beautiful Lunatic